yeah I can be happy on my own
I’m so great at just “making friends” So. Fucking. Great. HEY EVERYONE LET’S FLIRT AND MAKE FRIENDSHIPS
Pffffffft. Fuck.
- checking my phone every 3 minutes for a text
- getting all flustered like a FUCK if I do receive a text
- super nervous and jittery and just ball of fock
omg I seriously can’t have another b-town experience. That was the worst heartache of my entire life. MAKE THIS GO AWAY
OR PROGRESS
what the fuck is happening to me?!?!?!
does deleting me off of Facebook mean you’re severing all connections with me?
single / mingle / focused
This is going to be good for me. I can just tell that this was a move that I needed.
I’m going to apply to school and downtown jobs with much class and badassery.
xoxo
My indecisiveness is going to eventually kill me.
3 major decisions to make within the next couple weeks/months.
ARRGH
“Looking for a way to overcome his current problems and issues, but finds it difficult to find solutions or choose the best course of action.”
“Unhappy in his current situation or relationship, but is unwilling to change things due to his need for acceptance and belonging. Refuses to be seen as weak and although he is resistant to give too much to the relationship, he stays committed in order to feel the attachment. The situation depresses and irritates him, causing restlessness and impatience. He is seeking some sort of escape from the situation either physically or mentally, which affects his ability to concentrate.”
Current events leave him feeling forced into compromise in order to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation.
“Feels he is not receiving his fair share and is unable to rely on anyone for support or sympathy. He keeps his emotions bottled up, leaving him quick to take offense to small things. He tries to make the best of his situation.”
“Searching for a life free of problems, stress, and drama. Wishes to find security and peace, so that he may relax.”
Feeling anxious and restless frustration toward current situation or unfulfilled emotional requirements are causing stress. Tries to escape into a conflict free environment where he feels a sense of security and can relax and recover.
I’m sorry I never slept over at your house on Friday nights.
Refused to get wasted at the age of 15…maybe 16 with your friends.
Would things have been different if we went out on Friday nights?
Would things have been different if we met now?
I’m falling for the worst kind of cravings again and I’m scared.
I think about you every Friday night.
But I guess you’re fine with that.
Rolling Stone - Girls Rule - Jaunary 2012 Issue
What is this cover?!?!?
I think people at my school is starting to hate me because Elizabeth and I always march into the hallway and start screaming SANASAAAAAAA
20 Friday - History Final
22 Sunday - Work
23 Monday - Calculus Final
24 Tuesday - History Final
25 Wednesday - First Nations provincials
26 Thursday - English Provincials
26 Thursday/27 Friday - Graveyard Inventory @ Work
27 Friday - Recover/Start university application (guilt, guilt, guilt, panic, panic, panic oh god I can’t believe I put it off this late)
28 Saturday - MUCH NEEDED SHAMBLE NIGHT
I have a relatively high expectation for Saturday night but only if I survive the next 3 days. Oh my god, someone shoot me and then immediately console me.
